Baby Girl

Having a daughter...I never thought it would stir up so many things within me and that it would lead to such strong self-questioning. I remember this day in April 2018 very well. I left for my 4th month pregnancy appointment with my midwife. Raphael not being able to free himself, I went there alone, just a routine appointment, no news planned. During the appointment I started to question the fact that I didn't feel the baby moving yet. My midwife then suggested that I do a quick ultrasound to show me the position of the baby in order to help me visualize the inside and better feel the movements. At the time of the echo she said: “ooooh but now I see everything, I can tell you the sex of the baby if you want!”. We didn't have a preference, really none, but we wanted to know the...